<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

Today,
someone tell wrote to me this :

Well I'll try to do to it right this time around
It's not over,
But a part of me is dead and in the ground.
This love is killin me
But your the only one
It's not over.

You can't let this get away
Let it out, let it out
Don't get caught up in yourself
Let it out...


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Well, i guess..
if u look it in this way,
No one understand what the writer wants..
But hey..
i know what he wants..
Well.. answer given to him...
Haha.. some how..
i still cant believe..
i answer him..
what i answer...
But part of me..
Somehow...
glad i did...
What i did...
Some how i am glad..

KEPALE KU SAKIT !!!!

Lately,
There was alot in mind..
I may seen Happy, and cheerful outside...
But Inside...
Can Anyone See???

No...
U knoe why..
Coz no one really care...
There is a few...
But the friends tat Cares...
Out there some where...
BZ...

I guess,
This is life huh...
Busy.. everyone have their own life...
ANd this is mine...
DEspite the sorrow inside...
I smile...
I laugh..
Hiding all the pain and worries...

WHen will this end??
WHen can i jus break down...
Break down to show how it felt like inside....
The feeling of wanting to just shout out...
The feeling of wanting to break down and cry.....

Yet i can't...
Can't...

Just.... Can't.......

Hey ppl!!!!

Okie la, have to admit,
its been a long time since the last blog entry i put in..
OKie, This pics above.. hAHA..
IS actually glow sticks..
was at the beach on the 15..
tat nite i played with glow sticks..
cute huh...haha...
I went to the beach with my sis,
East coast park...
Haha.. n felt aft riding bicycle too.. haha...
It was with my sis future husband family..
they invited me since i knoe them alreay.. haha
But it was fun...
See how happy everyone is...
ANd my sis..
In her eyes, i see that she really is happy...
I am happy for her..
Happy tat she found the love of her life...
** i will put in more pics aiight?? ***

==-- DeviLaid --==

Well,
Its late..
Dated 3 dec 07 today..
1.43 am..
And yet.. i am still here..
Can't sleep jus yet..
A lot been happening lately..

Like losing an old classmate..
Died cause he had an accident..
he was still surviving in the hosp..
then the next thing i knew..
an sms came up..
he died...
Damn... i shld have gone and visited him..
Stupid rite..
" Ryan.. my dear friend.... We, those of ur friends.. ur classmates...
We will always miss u... we all love u aiite... May u rest in peace... "
On the day of his funeral i didnt get to go..
But on that day..
Gotten to know that my uncle sister in law...
ANother words... my aunty also have been buried...
SAd isn't it.. my family only gotten to know when she is already been burried...
This is the at of others...
Who dun appreciated my family.. and yet do tis to us...
U ppl could have been more nice and jus called us!!
but no...
stuborn shit.....
how could u ppl do this....
TO her.... she died.. and u never tell us...
IT was sad...
SHe was very nice...
very........
she cook well too..
she had cook for my 1st sis wedding too...
Was very nice of her rite...
very nice....
" i pray for the best... God loves u alot..."

In jus a week..
I lost two ppl in my life...
This is the truth of live isn't it...
The sad truth of life...
When u lose someone...
U jus have to face it...
Face it with strength..
Its difficult... but u must go on...
It the fact of life...
Ppl u love jus come and goes....
Its ok...
HE jus love them more...
Be strong everyone....
For this is jus....
THE TRUTH OF LIFE......

-=- Devilaid -=-