<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

Life, is...weird, confusing, mind bobbling, like a twister, like a roller coaster ride, like the waves that crashes which have different ups and downs or length of each wave. Every step we take, every decision we choose have its pros and cons, but yet we have to go on. One can't just give up halfway through, even so, we can't do that, unless we just want to dropped dead and give up. But I guess its not that simple. That why no matter what, we have to go on. In life we can never predict everything. Think about it...how many of our plans did go exactly go to plan. When u think about it, never. There will always have a slip or a lil change. Even the slightest thingy, there will be a change, never on plan. But then, if u think about it, sometimes change is good, to make u do something different from what u normally do, to make u realise something that u never realise before, or just to get u into something different from normal. But then if u look at it again, sometimes, change maybe for the worse. Like u gotten dump, or heartbroken, u hate and that hate changes to change ur character, to the worse... It can go both ways, good or bad...then life changes again.
Then sometimes when u think again, what is the true meaning of life? One may not even think about such question ever...One may wonder what is the true meaning of life when one is down or like me, when in slumber, or when stress, at the verge of breaking apart, me wonder what is the true meaning of life? To suffer? To enjoy? To live just so we can die? To love and be loved? Or to get hurt or hurt someone? Thou many times I question, I never get the answer... some say it depends on how u lead ur life, ur responsibility and such. Well, maybe it is that or maybe it is not. Then came along the question what is my purpose in life and question like what the hell I want in life? Is it as simple as having goals and aims? Is that it or is it more than that... deeper than that...
But then again, when u think about it, sometimes some questions are just meant to be ponder upon. And that some answers are never clear...