Thursday, April 17, 2008
AaaaarrrrrggggggHHH... So the tired... Have to wake up early everyday. Sometimes it feels so tired... ANd feeling the aches on my back the minute i open up my eyes.. Ouch.. i am in class and i still can feel my back aches.. And the worse is the pain i feel waist area.. Unbearable... Sit for sometime and i feel the pain.. Stand for too long i feel the pain too.. Damn... And the worse for today is that i having headache.. Getting migraine again. PLs not now.. Not so soon... i Wanna Get another A grade for Ai Tee's lesson... haha.. she is a great faci.. Even ask me just now how is my dad.. as i told her i been so tired and all..Like tellin her what i been thru in my life in my rj.. haha.. didnt mean to.. but she make me tell in a way..Well maybe its jus me.. Sometimes u jus need to let out to someone.. Ahhh... its like complains.. u need to complain to someone sooner or later. If u got bf/gf.. they will be the one u complain to every now and then.. if u close to ur friends, then u complain to them sometimes..While at times it not complains.. its ur feelings and depression u feel that u wanna let out.. They are just like complains...But its okie to let them out u know.. it reliefs the so call burdenor stressness u feel. Even though at most of the times, no one could help. but having someone that listens to all ur naggings, ur feelings, ur stress, could make u feel better.. At times it makes u feel that there are still someone who cares even at the darkest moments of ur life.. though... At times..Like me.. When at times.. there isn't anyon there.. and the only thing u got is urself and like wat.. teddy bear?? U just have to be strong.. Its hard but u have to be strong.. No matter wat, in this life, there are points of times in which u have to face everything by urself. having to do everything by urself isn't that bad. Sad, anger, stress, tiredness will all come all at once.. but u jus have too.. i guess everyone goes thru it some time. Look it in another way, its just a stteping stone to make u a stronger person. To make u prepare for watever cld happen to u in near future. U cldn't always depend on ppl to be there for u 24hrs a dae..other ppl have their stuff too.. while some.. wld jus leave u sooner or later.. its fate..
