Monday, February 16, 2009
Its been weeks… maybe a month or so.. Sad to say, but i kinda lost track….Its either that, or i am jus lost rite now. I do not know what to think or what to do. I can’t seem to push myself to start researching on my project. Not only that, but i seem to be lost. Yet again… lost…
Or is it just coz i am tired? But its been like 3 days since i came back from my trip to Cambodia for a service learning trip. 12 days i was gone, and her i am again. Rite back where i came from… and he same as ever… Lost.
Frankly speaking.. i hate this feeling. I really do hate it a lot. But nevertheless, it keeps coming back. At a time i be feeling fine, then the next moment i am not. Why?? Why am i like this?? Is there something wrong with me… Or is there something missing.. Or maybe i am just forgetting something…
Oh God, please help me… please help me find a cure to this feeling. Or at least show me the answer to the question of why i am feeling this way. Is it cause i am too worried over other stuff that i lost myself?
Hate this… Hate this feeling… Hate me for feeling this way… Hate it a whole damn lot. Shit…. i hate this…Hate this feeling…But yet i can’t run away from it… shit….
