<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

This pic originally was jus plain chain up hands.. not bloody.. on a black banckgrd. Then i edited it... throwing in some tribal patterns and a rose at the right coner...Then finishing it up wit some color.. As in i made the hands bloody... was quite bored with jus a plain one.. HaHA.. its cool wat photoshop cld help u do huh..Cool huh..

If u guys wanna know..this is what i do when i am bored.. If i cant draw or paint.. This is like the replacement to it.. its cool.. interesting to me.. its jus like drawing.. u need to put in ur ideas all together in and make it out.. like drawing.. u get the ideas, ur pencil do all the werk.. and last, we get the final piece.. Using comp, its the same.. get the ideas, we use our fingers.. move the cusor.... and the way we go.....!!!! wohooo!!!

Ahhh.. Holidayz..
Always boring..
Dapat keje.. but i think they don like me...
She make me werk like, one day per week..
Puas Hati tak yah keje kan...
Belohkan!!!!!!!!!!
Fuck these ppl seh..
Might as well u Sack me rite!!
Senang sikit.. got a reason to get another job..
Shit ppl...

Lately kan..
Its been so boring..
Lonely abit..
Everyone is like so damn bz...
Haiz.. nasib ko la waidah!!!
WAIDAH.. UR LIFE IS DRY, N BORING!!!
face it..

N u know wat..
THese ppl keep popping up when they got prb..
Weird kan..
Mcm la aku ni conselor..
But i dun mind....
I like to listen to them..
Jus to be there for these ppl..
But well.. its sad coz not all ppl know i got prb too..
Jus a cheerful gal they see..
Damn...

At times i wish they see the truth..
But too bad.. truth could never be seen...
Haiz..
Looks like my bdae.. gonna be one lonely one...
Hell yeah...
CHill ppl!!

Call me wen u need someone to talk to aiitteee..
Hotline open 24hrs... all nit and day!!
Haha...
But seriously.. call me if u need someone to talk to aitee...
Take care!!

Well,
Wonder what to blog lately..
Been rather lost at times.. weird isn't it..
And my hp charger been uat peragai..
Jap boleh.. jap tak boleh... stress seh..
Then.. ouh have u ppl seen..

The hp, sony ericsson W980i...
Its new.. not out yet.. or is it?
Not sure.. but hell.. like it.. ahhh..
Then...
Nokia 7500 prism,
Has a cool design..
But nokia 7900 crystal prism
Has cool color..

Haha... got nothing better to talk abt huh..
Hehe...
Damn bored la...

This yr..
i guess it would be the same..
It be plain simple..
i dun mind..
I dun need anything basically...
just see everyone truly happy for once...
I got everything i need..
A hp to sms or call, mp3 to listen to...
To my sis and family..pls..
i dun want anything anymore ok...
No i need a hp ok...
haha... Jgn la akak sal bazir duit tu..
haha...

Ahhh.. i jus hope...
Everything would be fine,
Jus hope..
all will be happy...

Hope so...

last u ppl knoe..
i was happy..
Then now..
All have fallen apart..

Weird..
How Happiness ends in sadness..
I cried alot...
Alot.. and alot..

Feeling lost than ever..
Ha.. guess i will forever be lost..
Sad rite...

Damn i hate myself...
hate being me.. hate it...

SOme1 pls help me...
i am lost..