<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

Thousands Shining Stars in the sky..
Slowly disappear...
Leaving me searching..
in Darkness..

Hence, the Moonlight..
Now slowly darkening away...
Leaving Me Lost..
Without anywhere to go..

U use to Be light..
the Pull..
Leading Me out Of This Darkness...
But...
WHere are u NOw??

U use to be there..
When i am lost...
U Use to be my map..
Guiding me to where i should go...
But
NOw?? WHere are u??

So now......
Where am i??


--=- DeviLaid -=--

This two picS are edited by :
--== DeviLaid ==--

Lately,
Its been too lonely..
Too silent..
At times,
Neither a Ring,
Nor a Beep tone heard..
My hand phone seems dead..

i Kept my distant,
From these people..
it seems so scary..
Yet,
When asked Why..
Its so hard to explain..

In Silence,
Sorrows slowly engrave themselves
Giving More pain that ever..
Yet i remain silent..
Thou' i myself doubt i know why..
Why do i Wanna kill myself slowly this way?
why??
Why???

CUTe ISn't it !!!!! hahahakkzzzz...

What does silence means to u?
Does it means, " hate u, "
Or " i'm in Pain, "
Or " i need u? "
SO, WHat does it really means???

Nevertheless,
it seems s painful..
to just endure.
the slow killing..
from the silence..
that u gave...

Yet,
me too..
was in silence more than u..
What does it feel like to u??
Do u..
feel the pain that u gave me??
Do u??

Hey,

This is the same drawing in the previous entry, jus that its backgrd is in black and the drawings is in white.
I think its a better one rite?
Somehow, its much nicer to look at..
AM i rite?
Or is it jus to my eye??

To all that used to be close to me...
i jus want to say that i am sorri if i haven't been there, or
haven't been hanging out with u guys...
CUrrently i got alot of problems at home..
i am truely sorrie ok..
i talk to all of u soon...
Getting migrane again...
take care... bye

~`~devilwai~`~

Hie..
i editted the fish drawing with some design, jus to kill time and to kill boredom i had in class, i edited this using my laptop. In Classs!! hahakzz.. bad me... i jus play ard with the pics that i drawn and scaned into my laptop, and then jus duplicate it, and turn and twist them ard and gotten this...Would be better if i got Photoshop. HAhakzz. it would be much nicer and with more realistic piece of drawing...

The main purpose for this is actually to get new symbol for the horoscope pisces.. WEll, not to worry, its jus a first step. I'll keep drawing and editing till i get the finalize thing.. Jus keep updated aiighttt...


~`~ devilwai ~`~

Hey,
SO i am bored, in class, decided to upload some of the nonsense i drew..
<---- this side, its jus some border i drew up recently.. dun know whats its for.. i drew for the sake of killing time at home. since i got nothing to do. Ok then on this side------------------------------^
its just a a drawing of a rose, from the bottom view... Hope u guys can see it... COz at times, people jus du get what u are drawing. It irritates me at times....

~`~devilwai~`~

okie this is just some drawings i drew recently.....
TOpic...
fishes...
haha...

Hey all...

Its the start of the day in school...
Its so sleepy..
at the side, its two old drawings of mine..
So, wats it abt..
I did tis drawig when i was out..
in the mrt...
Well,
So i seen alot of people ard me..
not really lah, since it was late...
last train home..
So then its was a peaceful journey home...
a few people here and there but then all blank seats..
So then i was bored,
so i drew these two people,
not sure if they notice..

So,
wats with the faces rite..
Well, wen u drew something
or someone,
u look at it in ur point of view..
At times u see them much different..
At times u see the real them.
There is always something different

FOr these two drawing..

THe boy turn out to be much smily,
the real person is the same,
but the smile some what different when he smile at me,

THe lady,
see the eyes?
i did it like that coz she was wearing contacts..
SO i dun know how her eyes is..
she was a beautiful lady,
but abit action.. as in those high class bitch..
but i drew her in a way i tried to see her differently..
it turns out to be much more nicer and friendly..

u guys shld see the real drawings..
its much clearer..
but who cares...
So...
Wat u guys thinks abt my drawings??
Give me a comment aiight??
thanks,

Waidah

Hey..

ToO all who visiting my Bloggy, A warm welcome and thank u for even visiting.. though my bloggy is not famous, hey its where i share my tots and feelins abt stuff i wanna and feel like to..

Ok today, the upmost weird thingy happens.. hahakzz.. to all that knows me in person, should have known the fact that i hardly wear skirts.. hahakz, dun ask why, i just don't. For all who dun really knows me... lets me tell u more abt me.. I'm jus a simple gal, Which seldom wear skirt.. not just seldom, its like once in a blue moon hahakkzz..But today, i decided to wear skirt to skool.. Which is actually a shock to all who knowsa me abit more in depth. hahakzz Ok. To all who wonder why i wear skirt... Lets get one thingy straigth!! I DO NOT HAVE A DATE AFT SKOOL TODAY!! NO I DO NOT!! So pls stop asking abt it or saying that i have a date. I just feel like it. SO i wear. I wear what i feel comfortable with and what i feel like. Aiight?? I dun kne why though, i feel happy and cheerful today so i feel like wearing it. Its nt always feel cheery and all smily the whole day. hahahkzzz...

Ok. So all u can see the pic rite? anywae, it was taken when my family wen to the zoo, recently.. a month of less back. i think.. Anywae... Isn't it cute? Well, Wen i see it.. it makes me feel happy and at times sad too. I miss all the times Me and my two elders sister and of coz my darling lil bro. Miss all the times we go out as a family, together wen we were abit smaller, go everywhere together, and of coz the times we go holiday as a family.. hahakss.. best.. WEll now most bz with husband or finance. But i am happy that they are happy with their lovers.

Another thingy abt this pic is that it jus shows tat animals are like us too.. hahakzzz isn't it cute. hahakzz. So Wat u guys think abt it??? tell me in the comment session aiight

Nari, me and my family pergi ke Kota Tinggi..
Bestnye.. tak terkate..
ade mat hesem.. haha.. tak ingin ku..
Hatiku terpikat pade mat delivery pizza..
tapi kan ku tak perah jumpe die..
Dari gambar je..
But, bile bebual dgn die..
he seems.. so sweet and nice...
Hope he likes me too..

Anyway..
Airnye sejuk ampai ke tulang..
tapi..
Tiada kata yg dapat ku kata kan..
Untuk describe ketenangan ye..
Airnya yg sejuk, pemandagan lak best..
tenang sekali jiwa..
it feels so good..
Tapi bile kuar aje dari air tu..
SIaplah..
Mengigil..Sejuk...
Da tu, dgn ribut2 org-org ni..
Hilanglah ketenangan yg ku sangat hargai,
Hanya sebuah gambar aje lah dapat ku kenang..
Saat-saat tenteram di sane..
This picture is nice rite.. love it alot..
hope u guys love it too..
other pics taken from Kota Tinggi will be up soon.

Thanks to all that layan my karut nari..
but hey i love tis pic..
PICTURE PREFECT!!!

Sejak kebelakangan ni..
Hidupku menjadi semakin sunyi..
entah mangapa,
Kadang-kadang itu,
ku rasa seperti dunia ini,
Membenci diriku ini..
Adakala pula,
Ku rasa semua nye tidak menentu,
Semuanye seperti huru-hara..
entah mengapa,
Ku rasa kehilangan..
Munkin ku tahu kenapa..
munkin kerana sejak kebelakangan ini,
Ada daripade kawanku, terlalu sibuk..
Ada pula dari org-org yg ku harapkan kasih syg,
Menipu ku..
Penipuan yg mengbangkitkan memori..
Memori yg sudah lama ku kunci ke tepi..
Munkin ku terlalu fikirkan kisah lame..
Ataupun ku Tak dapat menmaafkan mereka..
mereka yg sudah dekat di hati,
Tapi rupanye PEnipu besar..
Ada pula antara mereka,
Tidak menerima aku untuk aku,
Diri ku..
Apakah Buruk diriku ini??
Apakah silap diri ini??

Namun,
Hidup ini harus ku lalui..
Sudah tiba Masa nya ku pergi..
Pergi jauh dari org-org itu,
Dan pergi Mencari teman yg Baru,
seseorg yg ikhlas nye menerima aku..
Menerima aku sebagai aku..
Siapakah yg Dapat menerima,
aku sebagai aku..
SIapa?????

Origally made by = di reka original oleh :
devilgal wai aka waidah

Well,

hi again. So far things are going. The thing is that i still have problem sleeping. Weird isn't it. sometimes, it makes me stress. COz no matter wat time i sleep, i have to wake up early. So tiring... i went to the zoo with my family today.. haha.. cool ah.. aft years..

Hey ya all..

Hey ya all..