<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

Its 2:11 am, I really am tired, but i just can't seem to fall asleep peacefully. When i could fall asleep, i would then woken up a minutes after that. It became a lil stressful. It has been on for the past few days. Wonder wats wrong now. So today, i tried to sleep, but then i can't so i given up, so decided to just open my lappy, see wat i cld do. Oh well... But i seem to like lost interest in everything i do. I wanted to do my PP, but i just can't do it. Part of me is tired, but since i can't sleep, it explain why i can't seem to do anything.

Don't you think people can be so complicated at times...Like this person, seem so nice to me, talk to me from time to time. Then, to me if u are friends, you shld know that we can't be msging everyday. Its logical right. We all are busy with our own life... Then suddely a msg comes up... saying something that i never did do... saying i only msg the person if i need something. Well, mum tot me never depend on people... and so it becomes me, i never like depending on people... i dun ask for anything from anyone. Never expect any help from anyone too. The person know that and shitty said tat in the msg... i was like furious.. keep it out of my mind... damn... sometimes i wonder why people like tat... funk u know me... and u said tat... freak... u FUCKING SHIT!!!!... MOTHER FUCKING SHIT U!!!... really SIALANZZZzzzz kau... mati tak nak pe!!!...I don't need poeple to fuck up my life coz i think it is already shit up...And if U think i am that bad... DAmn then FUCK OUT OF MY LIFE K.... THIS GOES TO ALL OUT THERE WHO KNOWS ME... IF U THINK I AM BEING UR FRIEND COZ I WANT SOMETHING FROM U... THEN JOLLY WELL FUCK OFF.... i become someone friend coz i just feel like, coz i tresure the friendship we make...coz i never tot u would stab my back...coz i wanna be there for u ppl... not coz of fame( if u think u are that famous or popular..) Not coz of money (i dun think money make the world go round) Not coz of anything... i just like being ppl friends...friendship is something u treasure, all the momentu were there for ur friend, all the time u spent laughing or even crying, out if stress, pain or anything... knowing someone is there for u too.... tat is just it...

i guess it explains why i only hand out with few ppl...cox there is ppl tat is just damn complicated and crazy!!

HAIZzzzz.....