<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

Well, i know life is very complicated.. things like fights and such in the family are normal.. but at times it just feels like things could just get outta hand anytime...

N i know i shld nt blog abt this kinda thingy since blogs are exposed to like the whole world... but u ppl have to try to see it in my point of view... 1) i don't share these kinda things much...even wit some of my closes friends.. sometimes.. i don even tell them a thing.. ask them if u wanna know... 2) ppl have limits... so wen it u bottle things up, to a certain limit, it cant fit into the bottle no more... force it in? u jus gonna break the bottle... 3) Its the only way i cld just release my tension....

So sunday nite, came back from werk, mum was in the kitchen... angry... seriously....she was cleaning and were in anger... can see she jus came back from somewhere... i think she meet the caterer for my 2nd sis wedding... so maybe she tired and all.. then i got to know the reason... when she came back, the house was in a mess. i usually came back home sat n sun then clean the kitchen, mum usually werking tat point of time.. so i guess she see the mess and gotten angry.. further more  my 1st sis is at the front chillin watching tv... mum was like furious coz she didnt even take out the trash... So this is the prob wit 1st sis, she dun clean much. To put it bluntly, she dun do house work. So, mum gets angry every now n then.

Then 2nd sis getting married ard early june or something like that...last few days mum was angry coz she didnt tall her how many of her friends she inviting.. then sometimes mum fuss abt her dissappearing everytime she on off... where to... to see her guy la.. soon to be husband.. its like she dun spend time with her own family no more... sometimes it feels like she "besarkan family tunangnye"... This i got no comments...

Then last few days ago.. mum gotten angry cozz these sisters of mine, if anything never tell her straight, but always pass the msg to me then ask me to tell mum... she hates tis... she the type who, if there is anything, tell her urself straight... dun pass the msg, ask someone to tell her for u.. she hates it...

Then there is step dad. Who 1) do not work 2) do not do a thing at home 3) only eat n sleep n go coffee shop 4) Claims to be sick but never take care or eat medication.. 5) ask mum for money sometimes.. 6) thinks highly of his other daughters n sons... 7) never care to come visiting my mum side of the family even during eid... 8) there are many more.. but its ok....

Well....AHh... i am tired... lets just stop here for now...