<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

Eve of my b’dae… Well, i have been thinking about things that had happen, done, wat’s going to happen and such… Then i thought again… What had happen, is it all in a way worth it? It is for the best? Or should i regret?? Then again i thought, in 20 years of my life… what had i done? other than the bad stuff and all….Have i wasted my life?? Part of me said that i had. And that i could have been a better person then i was or am now. But If the past have not happen, have not teaches me a lesson about life, would i still be what i am now? Then again i thought, what have i done?? Am i a bad person to u? I hated myself many times… And at times.. i still do hate myself..

I just feel this way sometimes… Dun ask me why pls.. dun…. i jus do…Today i hint2 the guys, as in my team mates, 3 of which my closest friends thus far in rp…. that my bdae is tomorrow… i jus feel like doing that. But i do not want anything… nothing at all…. Its was jus a play2 thingy…. I jus need to Coz part of me feel like crying again, from time to time… Its either the age, or i jus feel damn stressed out. But then again i do not knoe…. I jus need to cheer myself up guys.. so pls do not bother abt it.. i jus playing ard. I do not want to cry on my b’dae or the eve of it…. I am jus happy that u guys are around to make me happy and such….

Please… be happy people… i know some of u guys are having bf n gf problems and all other problems.. please… be happy.. things will turn out fine.. there is always ways….. and things will fall out fine ouhkie…. love u guys…..And to yanty… i miss u lots gal….