<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

 

He was ours, he was part of the family. From not that chubby, to a very chubby rabbit… He is always very notty. Mischeivous lil one. We loved him alot alot. Everyone loved him very much, and gotten used to the fact that he is in the family. Every now n then we think of him, his food and such.

But then he have to leave us. He leave us…He was acting a lil strange when we leave him at someone’s place for more than a day for us to shift house. Then coming back from that, he acted more strange. Then wen 2nd sis come home, bathe him and all… He passed away in her arms… I was out, tears flow as i heard the news… Sadness flowa thru…

Now all is left is memories of the sweetness of him around. His lovable ways, his mischeif, being himself… We all love u joe… All we hope is that u are much happier there… love u….

A picture tribute to Joe has been done up by my sis… do take a look of his pics….

http://degilzgal.multiply.com/photos/album/129

 

Love..

Devilaid…

Shortage or words… = Super out of the blue excess of nonsensical pics….

 

 

 

Devilaid has gone Crazy….

HE have teach me something today...That to just accept and go on. Thanks to mum also. I am sick for few days. My thurs and fri is being spent with bed n medication. Then a call came in saying the results are out. Since i am sick, i think i going to check it later at nite. SO...
Nite came, i became super afraid. Cause i don't know how to face mum if i got a bad result for my 1st final yr project. I checked, i was shocked, i tot i was ok, then i was angry at myself, then i broke down crying. 1st time in my rp life that i broke down crying just becoz of my grade.
All that effort, all that hard work, all that coming home late from sch, all that much i put in. I gotten a C+.... As compared to s, it make me feel much worse. Where the FUCKING HELL i went wrong?? i didnt even reach a B.... Damn it make me feel alot worse.
Since mum wen work already, i decided to call her. She knows my result were out. So called her, and told her i gotten C+ aje. She was like shock, i know she is. Then i broke down crying again. She say da la, jgn nangis, then i told her how i feel... she try so much to comfort me. Then put down the fone...
Remy tried to calm me down, thanks. Then i sit staring at the laptop.. crying silently. Damn, maybe it coz i am sick so i cry alot. Then mum called my hp, asking me if i am ok. i wanted to cry when she ask, but i stop it and jus hold it on. She said, da la its ok. Just go on finish this yr, then go get a job. HE realise ur effort. But if it turn out to be a C+ then jus accept it. Be greatful of what HE have given u ok. da la.. stop crying and get some rest ok....
So, even though i am super sadden, further more sick, i am accepting it all. N thanks to HIM i at least past, And thanks to HIM i got a mum like my mummy... so, i will be ok, i hope. thou i know i am prone to cry anytime soon.. but i am ok...

sadden, devilaid