<~~~ Devilaid's Inner Side ~~~>

Life, is...weird, confusing, mind bobbling, like a twister, like a roller coaster ride, like the waves that crashes which have different ups and downs or length of each wave. Every step we take, every decision we choose have its pros and cons, but yet we have to go on. One can't just give up halfway through, even so, we can't do that, unless we just want to dropped dead and give up. But I guess its not that simple. That why no matter what, we have to go on. In life we can never predict everything. Think about it...how many of our plans did go exactly go to plan. When u think about it, never. There will always have a slip or a lil change. Even the slightest thingy, there will be a change, never on plan. But then, if u think about it, sometimes change is good, to make u do something different from what u normally do, to make u realise something that u never realise before, or just to get u into something different from normal. But then if u look at it again, sometimes, change maybe for the worse. Like u gotten dump, or heartbroken, u hate and that hate changes to change ur character, to the worse... It can go both ways, good or bad...then life changes again.
Then sometimes when u think again, what is the true meaning of life? One may not even think about such question ever...One may wonder what is the true meaning of life when one is down or like me, when in slumber, or when stress, at the verge of breaking apart, me wonder what is the true meaning of life? To suffer? To enjoy? To live just so we can die? To love and be loved? Or to get hurt or hurt someone? Thou many times I question, I never get the answer... some say it depends on how u lead ur life, ur responsibility and such. Well, maybe it is that or maybe it is not. Then came along the question what is my purpose in life and question like what the hell I want in life? Is it as simple as having goals and aims? Is that it or is it more than that... deeper than that...
But then again, when u think about it, sometimes some questions are just meant to be ponder upon. And that some answers are never clear...

Well, i knoe i haven't been updating my blog lately.. So the damn sorrie.. i knoda keep werking, spent time with the family and such but i dun seem to get time to blog it..

So lets see.. i keep werking.. werking...and i just got tranfer to a new place... Ouh and then there is the time i and my family goes to the birb park.. haha that was fun..Ouh and of course ther was the time was like on last mon.. just tis past mon.. i got to have 3 jab... and they took like a half tube of my blood for blood test.. this is all to prepare for the trip i gonna have on coming feb..the pain.. still feel it.. haha.. ouch.. i'll upload some pics ouhkie..

Taken really in front of it.. hehe...

Singapore man made waterfall in the bird park!!

 

Taken in front of it.. haha.. freaky... scary..  but the eagle have ts onwner by its side..

The whole family tot it was a statue!! haha....

lov penguins!!! haha...

U know wat.. i gotten a sof toy fot that one of a kind penguin.. the brown one.. he was the only one there.. cute rite.. hehe...

That is all the pic i got for now... hehe..see u ppl ard...!!

MONDAE : HARI RAYA HAJI

This week there was an extra holiday. Which is hari raya haji. Suprisingl, there is family's, aunt n uncle coming over. All i wanted was to get alot of rest. was kinda tired since i werk on sat n sun. Woke up a lil late tho. On sunday when i got home from werk, there was smell of the flowers mum bought to put on the dining table. Mon morning, smell died off... but at about the evening, ard 6-7pm when mum wanna visit mum aunt tha live across he street, there was the flower smell at the dining table. Another flower bloom... coz there was 2 un bloom ones within the bunch.

 

Lovely huh... haha... nice smell too. Well, mum just love flowers... she must have it for any celebrations. tat y her kids always give flowers for bdae....haha...

 

WEDNESDAY : NON SCH DAE, NO CLASS

Then on wednesday, as most know, i do not have class. haha... Was sleeping till ard pass noon ard 1++ pm haha... Then woke up, watch tv abit, take breakfast, watch tv. Then mum ask me to cook cause she tired n need rest so i went to cold storage to get some stuff and then saw my old neighbour's dad. haha... he recognize me.. haha.. i was shy... when he ask what i am doing here alone wit the basket haha.. just old him mum tired after werk so i go buy some stuff to eat. haha...

Then i cook!! 

Don't know if u guys can see. But i cook macaroni. fried macaroni. I think i spell it rite. haha... i enjoy cooking tho.. was listen to music and such while cooking, singing to the music too. Lucky mum was sleeping if not, she'll scream. She says a young not married lady should not be singing while cooking. Its not good, not proper.. haha...Then i made a mess a lil at the sink

But i did clean it up after i finish cooking and transfering it tho. haha... i hate to see the kitchen in a mess. Just me i guess. Mum would nag if i leave the kitchen in a mess. that is why i always cleean up after i cook.. haha... BTW... after that watch more tv and chill, read a book... and then i eat haha...

 

Yours,

Devilaid

Today lesson, in class, there is this about redox reaction. So then this question pops out for our so called homework/ reflection journal....Its interesting tho... So just tot i shld share it out...

 

' REDOX ', basically what we learnt applies to oxidation and reduction or the gain and loss of oxygen in a particular reaction. But, apply it to life, what it means to me is that life is about gain and loss. Life is like a game. Its mostly about weather u gain in terms of winning and knowledge, or u loss in terms of losing and giving up and failed to learnt a thing. Yet, it is about gain and loss and the stuff that we learnt in between.

 

In life, its never easy and all. We have to lose, fail and all to learnt. In order to gain something we must work for it. Like went we fail our exam, we had to redo, we gain knowledge after that. Then wen we lost someone from our life, we then gain the guts to become stronger. Wen we lose our friends, we gain experience and it makes us stronger wen we know what happen  and all.

 

It may not happen both at a time. It may not be easy to dealt with and all most of the times. When shit happens, we tend to think we lose alot. But after everything, sit back and think... DO we really lose everything and lose nothing?? I think not. We may not gain anything significant. But we gain experience and those realization of this that makes us a better person, and makes us stronger. Life is like that. If there is no gain or lose, no redox, there nothing to life ain't it? Then its not life no more....Jus a boring narration.

 

Do leave a comment about what u guys thinks.. if anyone read this tho... aites...

 

-= DeviLAid =-

So ouhkie... on the 8th of november, i took off from work cause my 2nd sis future husbamd' s sister was celebrating her b'dae at the beach. Hence me n lil bro was invited too. So sis asked me to come... have too la kan... hehe....

Then woke up a lil angry cause i wanted to sleep more... it was sat n no work! damn.. but i have tooo... packed, and packed along wit me is JOE! if u guys are wondering, Joe is my pet rabbit.. ahahaha... "A day OUT wit JOE" sounds like i got a date with a guy.. hahaha....

Went to cuseway point first, bought a bdae present, and stuff.. JOE was already getting lots of attention... hehehe.. hate it.. so the attention seeker.. haha.... Then brought him to the beach....we let him kinda hop around alil bit. HEHE...He was alil scared coz the kids was like shouting.. he gotten all frighten n went back to the carrier.. haha..

My sis carrying JOE... he look like a soft toy.. fluffy and all.. haha... Like a baby too...

JOE on the loose!!! haha... but he always came back to its carrier.. i think cause of the too much attention...

My lil bro carrying JOE.. he is like heavy la... so lil bro cant carry him that long.. haha...

Then i pose wit their maid, nice lady.... Wit JOe chilling near at the bottom, near my leg.. hahah.. hiding from the rest...

pose with this swet lil gal.. everytime she poke joe she laugh.. haha... th guy here is trying to touch joe.. a lil scared that y...

   

See... JOE so the fat!! he is jus a year plus old lei.. haha.. like one bing fat baby lor.. haha

this is the bdae gal family and all..me not in pic coz i was watching over  JOe... anywae i dun know them much.. so i just hang out with joe...

So by the end of the day.. i was my abg sedare.. he was driving la.. haha... jus gotten a car... he was going fishing with his wife n son n daughter.. haha.. so he say he will send us home.. haha...free ride... Tiring day la sei.. joe was tired too i guess... haha... Was fun tho making joe hop ard and all.... hehe...

-= DeviLAid =-

I was blogging when my lappy total shut down suddenly... i forgettn that i took out the batt... damn it sei.. i was like nearly finish la... haha... it was long... dun know wat i wrote...But it was abt my PP presentation... to those who do not know wat it is.. its Professional Profiling presentation... Its my yr2  project...

So yeah.. finally its over.. Well, hell i was nervous... but mum says some stuff to make me feel better... say a lil prayer b4 i go in and all...so yeah.. it helps...

Was shaking when i was puting my poster up... i was early and the assestors was ready.. so yeah i started b4 5.. which was my actual timing... but its ok.. haha....

SO after everything.. i was so glad its over...I gave out a huge relieve when i i finally out of the hall.. haha....It was fine tho... not as bad... Comments given were fine too.. i didnt do tat bad.. it was fine...Just hope i pass.. haha...

hehe..... u guys shld see me shaking while i put the poster up... like i did a huge mistake and going to be kill for it.. haha.... haha... my voice were shking too.. haha.. hell... damn nervous.. never had tat kind b4... haha....Glad it is over....

Well, i know life is very complicated.. things like fights and such in the family are normal.. but at times it just feels like things could just get outta hand anytime...

N i know i shld nt blog abt this kinda thingy since blogs are exposed to like the whole world... but u ppl have to try to see it in my point of view... 1) i don't share these kinda things much...even wit some of my closes friends.. sometimes.. i don even tell them a thing.. ask them if u wanna know... 2) ppl have limits... so wen it u bottle things up, to a certain limit, it cant fit into the bottle no more... force it in? u jus gonna break the bottle... 3) Its the only way i cld just release my tension....

So sunday nite, came back from werk, mum was in the kitchen... angry... seriously....she was cleaning and were in anger... can see she jus came back from somewhere... i think she meet the caterer for my 2nd sis wedding... so maybe she tired and all.. then i got to know the reason... when she came back, the house was in a mess. i usually came back home sat n sun then clean the kitchen, mum usually werking tat point of time.. so i guess she see the mess and gotten angry.. further more  my 1st sis is at the front chillin watching tv... mum was like furious coz she didnt even take out the trash... So this is the prob wit 1st sis, she dun clean much. To put it bluntly, she dun do house work. So, mum gets angry every now n then.

Then 2nd sis getting married ard early june or something like that...last few days mum was angry coz she didnt tall her how many of her friends she inviting.. then sometimes mum fuss abt her dissappearing everytime she on off... where to... to see her guy la.. soon to be husband.. its like she dun spend time with her own family no more... sometimes it feels like she "besarkan family tunangnye"... This i got no comments...

Then last few days ago.. mum gotten angry cozz these sisters of mine, if anything never tell her straight, but always pass the msg to me then ask me to tell mum... she hates tis... she the type who, if there is anything, tell her urself straight... dun pass the msg, ask someone to tell her for u.. she hates it...

Then there is step dad. Who 1) do not work 2) do not do a thing at home 3) only eat n sleep n go coffee shop 4) Claims to be sick but never take care or eat medication.. 5) ask mum for money sometimes.. 6) thinks highly of his other daughters n sons... 7) never care to come visiting my mum side of the family even during eid... 8) there are many more.. but its ok....

Well....AHh... i am tired... lets just stop here for now...

If a girl cries in front of you,

It means that she couldn't take it anymore...

If you take her hand,

she would stay with you for the rest of your life;

if you let her go,

she couldn't go back to being herself anymore...

A girl wont cry easily,

Except in front of the person who she love the most,

she becomes weak..

A girl wont cry easily,

only when sheloves you the most,

she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly,

she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys,

if a girl cries bcoz of you,

please dont give her up,

maybe bcoz of your decision,

you ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of you,

when she cry bcoz of you,

Look intoher eyes,

Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity,

Infront of you, And bcoz of you?

She cry not because she is weak,

She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity,

She cry,

Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt,

nagony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...

Guys,

Think about it...

If a girl cry her heart out 2 you,

And all because of you,

Its time to look back on wat u have done,

Only you will know the answer to it.

You might have indirectly the cause of her changing in person!

Do consider it.

Coz one day....

It may be too late for regrets,

It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends...

Ponder this message seriously.

Dont do this to a girl,

You may regret for the rest of your life.

Maybe in your life,

she's theonly one that love YOU the most.

And you ended up HURTING her the most!

 

I read this at one of the tagged post today.... tot i gave it a tot a lil bit. Basically, as a girl, i guess i cried for someone before... well one or two persons, i guess..Can't blame me...I'm still a gal. Tho some ppl say i look tough.. as in slacker, or those that cares nothing kind of ppl...i'm still a gal which have feelings... i'm still straight k.. haha... Seriously, aft sometime i think back abt it, then i wonder why i even care to like cry for someone. At the point of time we care, we get hurt then we cry but in the end, these kind of guys, doesn't even care. Aft some time i guess its pathetically useless to do so... But then from time to time, we never fail to cry for someone again.... Wonder why...Dun have anyone to cry for anymore.. haha... Random...

Well, raye lagi la kite kan... haiz... This yr raye is simple... tho aku puase sebula tkde lepas... tak la dlm raye mood nah pun... and on top of it all, wed raye, thurs sch, fri da start sakit, sat tak le bgn terus, sun gets worse but still kene go werk, mon kene go doc (damn i hate going to see doc!! ).... i gotten 2 days mc, doc say i need rest, and i cant talk much so she give me two days mc, saying u cant talk anywae so u rest at home. Its coz of my throat la kan... it jus get worse... And coughing like one mad dog makes it all worse la kan... Haiz... thos rp doesn't really use these mc's...i guess i stay home on tues too... i cant talk anywae... my throat really bad la... u guys shld hear my voice now... totally off la... then it dissappear!! hahahakkzz.... damn... pain sak!!!!!

Then this morning waking up with the pain in my head and throat with a running nose (i become like the red nose raindeer... haha )... a big.. as ina size of my palm, butterfly, very pretty tho... flew into my house... so the lawa la!!! haha.... then in landed on the tv... resting there..... and ard there.. till like an hour after that than it flew away... so the shocking... haha... seldom see butterfly near flats anymore... so so the few... haha... not few.. there isn't any.... hahakkzz... (trying to cheer myself up by laughing like this.. reality check : not laughing... but feeling tribble still... my throat hurts damn badly la.... )

I don really knw wat to state next... i think i going to sleep again... the midication makes me sleepy tho... haizz..... k la.. bye ppl!!!

 

**  SELAMAT HARI RAYE.... WAIDAH DI SINI MINTA AMPON & MAAF KALAU ADE SALAH SILAP.... MAKLUM LA WAIDAH INI HANYA INSAN BIASA YG TIDAK LEPAS DARI SALAH & SILAP.... **

I'm in class,

N i am super bored...

Then i decided to blog hop, friendster hop...

Hop, Hop, Hop....

I Saw an Familiar profile...

Damn i hate that mother fucker...

Its matches the start of ur name... F...

F for Fucker....

 

You know wat....

I wish ur new gal cheats on u...

I wish u suffer in the relationship...

I wish u would never be happy...

Ever...

I may be bad....

But its all ur fault....

If Cursing u makes me a bad gal...

Then Let It be...

At least i am not like u....

At least i dun cheat n make ppl suffer like wat u did to me...

It may be over long time ago..

Months n Months over.....

 

But trust me....

I'll curse ur whole life...

For wat u did to me...

Is...

Unforgiven.......

Well, mum been complaining since yesterday well not reall yesterday but today morning... Saying that on the morning of today, mon, got someone call at ard 3++ am!!! Home fon....WAT THE HELL!!!!!!!!!!! She say maybe tat someone is looking for me since whenever she pick up, he caller put down the fon as soon after the caller hear her voice.... WAT THE HELL!!!! WHO IS TAT FUCKER!!!!!!

 

** to all m friends... those who looking for me or such, dun do this.. call my hp or leave a msg via hp, msn, email, friendster or wat ever shit.... If u docall home... just leaave a msg and do talk wen someone pick up k...dun make me get into trouble.... if u do.. screw u...

Well, The day i wen swensen for lil bro bdae.... I got to eat my Fav Ice cream Thingy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BANANA SPLIT.......

Swensens makes good banana split... hehe... i love it alot seh... i really do.. haha.. even if i tried some other type of ice cream there... i still like the banana split.. i got this liking for banana split...

~~* Takes My Heart Away.... *~~

ON the 16th, there is two Bdae, one turned 11, which is my darling lil bro... the other turn....19, which is a nice shortie guy...haha... oppss... hehe....

Anywae, i bought a book for my lil bro.. haha.. i told him he should thank me.. and he did.. then i ask him, where my kiss?? haha.. and he give wet kiss and nearly bite my cheek!!!! Very bad...Now big alreadyso ignor the sis huh..., mum and akak ayu bring me and lil bro makan ice cream at swensen...wooo yum yum...haha... he was like happy giler la.... i guess he just really want to eat ice cream at somewhere so called more grand...Glad that he was happy tho... i still remember when he was so little... kiss him alot hug him toss him... notty boi... but hugable and kissable.. but now.. haha... better dun even get close to him.. hahaha..... Then after that, ard 9+ - ard 10....my 2nd sis future husband bought KFC and cakke... haha... not much of a big celebration.. just wanna make him see that we care n lve him so much.....

 

All he wanted is this ice cream!! its like i can put this together myself, just buy tubs of different flavour.. so odd.. i guess eating there make it a wonderful time spent...

 

Just a simple cake.. but thanks to 2nd sis n her future husband... and Thanks for the KFC.. haha

Well, even after the 16th days of fasting, things are still not even halfway done. Like my family have not odered our cakes and stuff, and if its this late, i don' t think my aunt will accept. Wonder how...Then haven't really clean the house, haven't clean the windows and all.. haha... i'm schooling and all, waking up 3 am all the time and all, really getting too tired to do anything else tho... My neck, shoulders and back is aching...

But good news is that one of the days me n my sis have made some cookies... haha chocolate too... haha.

Cookies fors Raye... Made 3 bottles but ! had finish.. haha... since its chocolate coated cornflakes... every1 loves it... Taste great.. haha...

hehe...Served with colored rice toppings... HeHE.. wai can open chocolate shop!!! hehe....

 

PLain simple chocolate... Cute patterns thoo...

 

Lastly has choco rice at their bottoms...They taste nice too u know... Very chocolaty!!! haha......that why some when missing... haha

 

Chocolate cheers me up tho... haiz...I feel bored in class... These few days i can't werk... i really can't... i just feel.. so so the shit up... haiyo..... wats wrong.. i have no idea... somebody save me...............................................................

 

 

SO yesterdays i mention that i went out for break fast with the crew, or in which the few closest people fto me rom Rp...We grew closer to each other from the time we gotten to know, in which @ the SAS FOP 07... So we have been close since... breakfast, lunch, dinner, go sch, go home... all together.. haha....

Anywae, this is just to add on to yesterday's entry... Chao!!

Well, today, like i said i went to breakfast so called with the gang...The very first few people that i meet in Rp...HAHA... so.. it was, me, Ros, Ahmad, Mar, Najib, Khai, Su, and of course not forgetting Rid, in which i got to know from Sas Fop Camp 08, not from the first batch like the rest, but we have gotten to be godd friends, maybe i am not his best friend but a good firend. Hehe...It was fun.. haha... Khai, being the joker... And well, all of us are like jokers on and off. Catching up on eah other's life, remebering the old memories, forgeting our fights and of course, a beinging of a new memory...It was so fun.. haha...

Then in between i got time to listen to someone's problem, and another's past. Well, thing happen.. all i got to say, let just take our time , slow down, and try to move on and be try to make situation better.. In life at times, thing happen, sometime it doesn't have a clear cut reason why it happen. but then stuff still happen. We try improve ourself wen we know we are a wrong. At time me just try n try to make thing better even when its not our fault. But at times we do fail, and things didn't go the way we wanted, if that happens, all we should do is, stop, take it slow, and let things just flow for a moment....At times, that's wat i think is the best thing to do. So to the friend, or friends who having kinda problems.. hey, take it slow k, dun rush. Things will be just fine k..l Wat ever happens, hey, u know there is people like me n the rest who still care.

Haiz... so the bored. My first sis bought a bag, in which she use only once, and decided she wanna sell it to my 2nd sis coz it doesn't suit her or something.. haha weird.. she buy, then she sell to 2nd sis, 2nd sis buy at a cheaper price from 1st sis and then lent to me.. haha.. weird huh... haha...

Ouh n next week, my lil bro birthday!!! ouh n rasyid too.. same date.. haha... weird...i bought him a gift, its a book, true singapore ghost storie 18, lastest one i think. i know he like to read that. Btw i wanted to read it too. So i tot i bought it for him. Haha.. wanted to read it first but it be rude of me. So i guess, i wrapped it up, and give it to him first then ask if he could lent it to me after he finish reading it. I am sure he dun really mind.. haha..It be like so the weird for me to be buying him a bdae present. Using My own werk money.. haha.. He is my lil bro after all, i do love him. He is like the last one i got. As in, it be just me and him n mum after 1st n 2nd sis marry. I wanna see him success in his life. It will make me proud even if he may hate me for being naggy and fierce wen i am teaching him... its ok.. Coz he is my lil bro.. love him no matter wat.. wanted to make a card for him... hmm.. wat should i write?? haha... weird seh.. haha!!

As i lay down, chill in my bed. I was kinda thinking back. I felt lonely lately.. With my can't sleep...haiz.. it gets too lonely. But its ok tho.. haha.. used to it.. Just the fact that i can't sleep much bothers me.. haiz... tiring.. Gotten to chit chat with Blake just now.. so good. its been a while since we last chatted, he was an friend from U.S... just an online friend.. just tat, we got to let everything out... haha get advice n such.. Easire this way... u dun need to worry abt hurting him or such.. coz he damn far away la..hahaha......haha we tell each other who we like or wat so ever n such... so he been busy and so was i.. time difference and all so  just now then we got to chit chat again. Like chatting up n catching up wit an old friend. haha...so the fun... Now, i guess i try n get some sleep....Nytes Ppl!!!!!!......

 

-= DeviLAid =-

Haven't been bloggin lately...Well, just plain lazy. Anywaes, life isn't that much exciting. Well, at least my life is not. Nothing much...Lets see, holidays was ok, i got to get to do my PP, then i work a lil bit more than usual, then the rest i was plainly at home. I got to cook, help ard, spent more time with the family. If not for doing all that, i probably be sleeping or jus lazying ard at home.. but i guess, its fine. At least i got enough sleep! like these few days.. DAMN! the word sleep is like a stanger... i dun get enough.. at times i cld sleep like wat, an hour the wake up... if not, worse, every 10 mins or so, i wake up!! shitto....

Then, begining of the new term, is the month of Ramadan. Fasting month!! hehe... routine for daily ramadan...

3 am : Wake up n cook

4 am: Wake the rest up to eat...

4.30 - 5 am : Clean the kitchen...

5 am - 6 am : Get some sleep... if i cld!!

6 am : Wake lil bro up for sch... + morning prayer...

6.30 am : lazy ard abit / sleep...

7 am : Prepare for sch...

8.30 am : Class starts!!

4 - 4.30 pm : Class end!!

6 pm : should have reach home. Prepare for break fast...

7 pm : near break fast..

8 pm and above... : should just try n doze off.. though i cant at times.. Then the cycle repeats..

Though, today there will be a slight change. I am gonna break fast with the crew today. The crew should be as follows, me, ros, ahmad, mar, najib, khai, farah, and rid ouh n i almost forget...Su..i think he is coming along too. Dun mind tho...It will be fun to break fast with them. We use to be so close. They are like the first group of ppl i get to know in RP.. In which are my close currently and i guess it will stay tat way.

Arrrggghhh!!! today problem really... really straessful!! damn.. Headache again.. shitto... i'll continue bloggin later...Chao!!

MY Professional Profile report is ACCEPTED!!!!!

YEAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Next stage......
THE PRESENTATION N POSTER....


GO WAWAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Life is being the same as ever.. a lil bored now and then, and such. Sch pp/project is still not done.. damn i am done for!!! haha... it will turned out fine in the end.. no worries. Worrying makes me have migraine again...

Yesterday, was wed, no sch!!! woke up ard 1pm haha... talk2 with mum... then jus chill, watch cd... then ard 7 had to send my lil bro to tuition ard admiralty area. So decided to meet yanty while waiting for my bro for like 2hr 30min tuition... so yeay!! haha... was great hanging out wit her again... while waitin for her, someone Called!!!!!!!!! hehe... it made me really smile la.... dun know whhy... haha...

It was my 1st ex... u know wat..the first time i was with him tak ampai bape hari... coz we never talk!! haha.... we like strangers wen walkin together... so yeah.. so then kat ard sec 4 aru contact alik... patch then break... patch break.. but we still kawan ah close.. coz he n me.. never really gaduh... hehe pelik seh.. he never call or sms unless i sms him.. Unlike wen were together la kan... hehe.. so it was so the pelik... but hehe it made my day! made me really happy. i think its coz we are friends and he is such a nice guy. but too bad we not together anymore. i dun mind tho. we both got alot of responsibility to our family and wat we want to achieve. That y we separated. we jus wont have time. haha... but its cool tho.. so it was fine... so nice to hear from him.. haha.... hehe.... terbiat....

Anywae... haha just tot i share it since it made happpy.. i guess sometimes even a simple fon call from a friend cld make u smile.. hehe.... Like since lately i been feelin a lil stress out n such rite.. he knoes... so he call to jus say hi and all... so its fine... made my day!!! Even he dun know i blog this... he dun know my blog or msn... haha so ok la kan.. But THANKS An for making my dae!!!!

haha bye ppl!! till next time....